Thank you for listening and caring.
And thank you for being overjoyed.
I am quite overwhelmed.
I wanted to reply to all of you but, this time, I have been lost for words.
I am thankful, but not celebratory.
I felt that I was on a merry-go-round that kept turning faster. And faster. And faster.
I have been spinning. My head is still spinning. I thought I would snap straight back to normal, but I haven’t.
I have been lucky. So very very lucky.
It’s been all-consuming, as you can imagine. Your thoughts get ahead of you.
And now it is harder to let go that I had expected.
It is time to stop dwelling. I do not want to waste my energy on fear. As overwhelming as that fear was.
Besides, I’m going to need that energy. Starting tomorrow. Time to shake it off.